At times H. felt the need to obsessively abuse of its existence. drinking, smoking, drugging, fucking. Degluttire, aspire, acquire, penetrate. Continuously . without letting the creeps right in his actions.
While immersed in rivers alcohol, sank in fog malodorous fruit caught exploring mysterious and unknown planets for a brief moment, actually felt his body. 
felt to be alive.
I do not fear the consequences, the group agreed. He saw them as a shadow of what has been continuing. was reassuring. felt to be alive. If this is not the mere result of the past, then no action is useless.
Holzeweg Bellhausen
(Library of Dream )
